30 day Challenge : Day 23 and 24

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

I'm not going to say i wish i could change anything. I've said it before I like my life. Of course there are things about myself, my appearance that i wish was different, but God made me this way and He loves me for who I am so i'm trying to do the same. 

Day 25 - A picture of your favorite day.

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

30 day Challenge : Day 22

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.

maybe after baby #3 comes i can start running again!! i've never been a good runner, even when i was thin and in shape. but i do  like to run. so i will give it a try again in the future.

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

Day 25 - A picture of your favorite day.

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

30 day Challenge : Day 20 and 21

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.

Charleston SC

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.

I don't have a picture of it! but it's the day my mother died. after 10 years i still remember every detail about that day/night

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

Day 25 - A picture of your favorite day.

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

30 day Challenge : Day 19

Day 19 - A picture and a letter.

ummmm seriously i'm not sure what this one means!! 

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

Day 25 - A picture of your favorite day.

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

30 day Challenge : Day 18

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.

my insecurity is my weight!!  i use to be so skinny!! in this picture i am pregnant, but i'm still over weight. I hate the way i look. i have zero self confidence.  i hope that one day i will get a grip on why i've gained so much weight over the last 10 years. b/c i can't only blame it on having 3 babies!!  

Day 19 - A picture and a letter.

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

Day 25 - A picture of your favorite day.

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

week 22 : papaya

well i guess i had one good week. now i have the flu and there is nothing i can take!! i just have to suffer. FUN!!!

-went to the drs today (for the flu) and i have gained 6lbs so far... i'll take it :)

-getting excited about our big move on April 2nd

-so excited to be able to start to nest a little and work on Will's room! 

-that's all i've got this week, i fell to awful to think of anything else.

30 day Challenge : Day 16 & 17

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.

This is Pastor Steven Furtick I don't even know where to begin! or even explain how he inspires me. 

This came from the Mother's Day Service

Pastor Steven spoke about insecurity today at church... for mother's day!  He was specifically speaking to women and how we always worry about the outside instead of what really matters. Pastor Steven read from Psalms 139 today and this is what was said...

from The Message

Psalm 139 13-16

13. Oh yes, you shaped me first inside, then out; you formed me in my mother's womb.  

14. I thank you, High God - you're breathtaking! Body and soul, I am marvelously made! I worship in adoration - what creation! 

15. You know me inside and out, you know every bone in my body; You know exactly how I was made, bit by bit, how I was sculpted from nothing into something. 

16. Like an open book, you watched me grow from conception to birth; all the stages of my life were spread out before you, The day of my life all prepared before I'd even lived one day.


so... God created 'Me' from the inside out.  The one thing that was said that drove home to me was "how you feel about you is a direct reflection on him."  That is such a powerful statement.  God put us together for a PURPOSE!! and although i may not know what that is right now, i know he has one for me and i am looking forward to the day that i realize his plan in my life.

I am a work of GOD!!

I have had an interesting life so far.. a LOT of ups and downs.  but for the first time in my life i feel whole and i get up in the morning looking forward to what is in store. even though it will be the usual.  get madison ready for school, feed emma, take a nap, lunch, pick up madison, be an entertainer to my kids, a chef for my family, the accountant, the house keeper and some days i feel like a slave. but I know that someday there will come a time that God will put something or someone in front of me!!  And who knows maybe i am already fulfilling my purpose.. to be a Godly wife and mother and to teach them about Him! and until i know other wise that is my job.  and i know that i have days that i fail badly, but I promise to pray and pick my self up and start again b/c Jesus died for ME!! for you and for all of us.  Pastor Steven spoke to me today and through him, God's message was it doesn't matter whats on the outside it only matters what's in my heart! and WITHOUT GOD I AM NOTHING! 

Ephesians 2:10

No, we neither make nor save ourselves. God does both the making and saving. He creates each of us by Christ Jesus to join him in the work he does, the good work he has gotten ready for us to do, work we had better be doing.

i am grateful for the work that He is doing in my heart!

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.

I can't even begin to tell you how Elevation Church changed my life. These are the things I've written on my blog about Elevation in the past. We miss this church so much. We have gone back once since we moved and we plan to visit during Easter. We look forward to finding a new church family but will always remember what Paster Steven and Elevation has taught us. 

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.

Day 19 - A picture and a letter.

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

Day 25 - A picture of your favorite day.

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

30 day Challenge : Day 15

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.

Visit Australia with Vic 

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.

Day 19 - A picture and a letter.

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

Day 25 - A picture of your favorite day.

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

30 day Challenge : Day 12 and 13

Day 12 - A picture of something you love.

I love two things... Chocolate Chip Cookies and Jif Peanut Butter!!!!  And if you are wondering this is not a pregnancy craving! I have always loves these two! The only thing that could make this better is with soft batch cookies or homemade cookies!! Yummy

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.

Elevation Worship!!  

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.

Day 19 - A picture and a letter.

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

Day 25 - A picture of your favorite day.

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

30 day Challenge : Day 11

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate...... DISHES!!!

not my drawing i borrowed it from 

http://alittlebitcrunchyalittlebitrock.blogspot.com

Day 12 - A picture of something you love.

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.

Day 19 - A picture and a letter.

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

Day 25 - A picture of your favorite day.

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

30 day Challenge : Day 10

Day 10 - A picture of you from your childhood.

 She's so beautiful isn't she. I love you mom!!

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.

Day 12 - A picture of something you love.

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.

Day 19 - A picture and a letter.

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

Day 25 - A picture of your favorite day.

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.